A pest

I have this pesky little emotion that runs through my veins sometimes.  I wish it wasn't there, but it flairs up in episodes.  I wish I could permanently get rid of it, because I consider it a true character flaw and it doesn't embody who I envision myself to be.  But, alas, it still plagues me at times. 

Do others suffer from this condition I wonder?  If so, what are your symptoms and what is a catalyst for it? 

Any cures out there?

From Wikipedia--
Jealousy is a secondary emotion and typically refers to the negative thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and anxiety over an anticipated loss of something that the person values, particularly in reference to a human connection.

Goal Set revisited

Probably not a good night or time to write this but I am in a funk and well the cyber world is where people seem to turn when no in IRL wants to hear their pity party.

I never did meet my goal from my original post Goal Set.  Granted I had an life-altering change occur three months later (pregnancy) but what is my excuse now?

I feel this way about a few areas in my life right now. Bah. 

SSDD.

Downward spiral

When did certain adults in my life board the train to Crazytown? I mean what makes someone flip out and just go BSC? I don't get it. I mean, I thought for sure I'd qualify as crazy, but seeing want I have seem lately I'd say I'm pretty good. The lack of responsibility that I'm seeing from some older generation adults around me is mind boggling and so selfish. They are in a downward spiral and I'm unable to help them. since they don't seem to want to help themselves.

Speaking of selfish, I then get angry because these people and their actions are directly messing with my own life and it's hard to be compassionate when their lame lifestyle choices have caused this. I'm trying very hard to not be judgmental, but I can't hide my WTF is wrong with you expression.